“He brought me out into a
spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me.” – Psalm 18:19
Alice grew up in strict
churches. She had a mental image of God as a mob boss, demanding and cold.
Strict and unrelenting.
So, Alice spent all of her
time trying to be a good girl. She got the best grades, went to a college her
church approved of and married a man her parents adored.
Despite the fact that her life
looked good on the outside, Alice felt like she was falling apart on the
inside. She was always worried she was disappointing God and she lived in
constant fear.
It wasn’t until her baby boy
became sick that Alice finally approached God. “I fell apart, right there in
the hospital room where my four-month-old baby was sleeping. For the first
time, I admitted that I couldn’t do it all. It was the first time I’d ever
asked God for help.”
She spent the next few days,
reading Psalms to her son. “One of them—in Psalm 18, I think—talked about how
God rescued David because He delighted in him.”
That was the day, Alice
realized that God loved her and truly delighted in her. “Not because I follow
the rules or do all the right things but because He loves me, as His child, no
doing required.”
God, sometimes, it’s easy to believe that it all rests on my shoulders.
On those days, help me to remember that You delight in me. That You love me and
You’re the One holding everything together. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
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